kalau itu perlu :)

Assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah...ptg nie aku still ade peluang utk update entry blog aku nie...hmm..rasa macam dah lama x update..tapi, aku rasa macam semalam aku baru update..haha! propa!

oke, xpe...

sebenarnya aku tngah download and dgr lagu backstreet boys skrang nie...so, xde keja, aku pown terfikir nak tulis entry nie... :)

sebut pasal backstreet boys ataupown dya pnya nama shortform BSB, aku mmg minat group nie pown..ntah knpa...dari dulu g..rasa nk mnjerit je bila dgr lagu diorang..haha.. :D

aku skrang dalam mggu exam..bru lepas jawab paper ethnobotany tadi...bleh dikatakan tough jgak la dia punya soalan. Tapi , dah habes dah pown...

So,ptg nie aku nk release stress sket..mlm nie baru smbung stdy untuk incoming paper.

Citer pasal hidup aku sekarang, xde apa2 perubahan pown. Cuma, slightly different dari dulu...and aku suka kawan2 aku sekarang..bukan maksud aku,aku xsuka kawan2 aku yg dulu..NO, No,NO..aku suka kwn2 aku oke! :D but, they taught me a lot...about life..and waktu aku dah rasa xkuat lagi...diorang yg grab aku..bwak aku,tnjuk balik jalan utk aku...

wahhh...bahasa xboley blah...xpe...hehe...

sbenarnyakan...aku ckp aku ok...yes, aku ok..but..ada sesetengah perkara yg macam xok..sbnarnya kan aku pown xtau aku bt ape n mcm mna...tp, ada bnda yg aku xckp btul2..sbb aku rasa mungkin xperlu...biar la hanya aku yang tau...sbb mybe aku dah terlalu resistance utk rasa tu...n sbnarnya ada..cuma aku nk ignorekan sj rasa tu...bukan sengaja nk sakitkan dia...tapi, aku dah penat..aku xnak la bt dia macam dulu..n aku pown xnak aku jadi pelik macam dulu..

n aku rasa aku xde pape yg mnyebabkan aku perlu dgn dia...n, forgive me for the answer i give you..i didn't mean to hurt you..but i have to..n i have the reasons by doing that...biarkan saja... :)

u know what..sometimes..i hear the voice calling ur name inside of me..n i know that i miss u..but, i just ignore that feeling.. i dont know why..n sometimes, i called ur name in my dreams without i even realized..when i awake i just found a little drop of tears inside my eyes..and i know it's hurt...but i just can't do anything with it..sometimes i feel like i don't know u..i just confuse with myself now..instead of ur love there are so many things that make me cant say it..n mybe it's gone..i'm so sorry dear..really sory for saying that to you.. :)

p/s: it's not the same..there's no one like u..that's the problem.. :'(

 nak sambung dengar lagu budak2 kat bwah nie..chill.. :)